This morning i drove Shawn to airport at 4:45am,we were listening to our fave music and enjoy the first coffee of a day.we were talking about the weather,traffic,even last night talk show,it was like the other ordinary day.but i was in a little bit panic emotion which was about how could i deal with these 12 days without shawn.it sounds ridiculous that i am not a yong girl who can not stand with the temporary lovesickness,but the feeling has been existing till now.it was raining while i got back to home,i was driving along with 20 highway,it was dark everywhere.i hate drive in dark,it makes me feel that the road has no end.i passed through the second-hand market which we visit often and the park which we always enjoy picnic there. they were all wrapped by the darkness and rain.its sad!
I was planning to nap for a while when i snuggled in my bed.but its already 11:00am when i was waked up by ring.so i have stayed at home all day long and made a couple of pieces of jewelry,enjoyed my fave tv show.now i am sitting in my studio alone,thinking about how is Shawn doing.
Its still raining, i need to get up early tomorrow for my Fifth meetup event!
Suzanne from Lenord cohen
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